Retaliation Song (Abused Lifestyle)

they scared me
still feel it
seek revenge

I
tormented freak
seek retaliation
for all
what they have done
tearing my heart apart
they
crippled my self
scared my feelings
I’m
wearing these marks
for the rest
of my life

they
attacked my self
needles and pins
hard to keep standing
but I wont give in
never give up
wearing my cross
wearing my crown of thorns
run this gauntlet
picking on me
throwing cheap laughs
pouring their shit
into my head
leaving me stained
enjoying my pain
their laughing my pain
their laughing remains

resting in silence
I try to forget
haunting my dreams
I wake up in cold sweat
still feel their laughter
piercing my heart
still feel their impact
in stigmatized scars

WHY
why did they like to salt the wound
why did they enjoy my cries
why did they get away with this
without a need for revise

Retaliation
wont heal my scars

why did they debase
I cant erase
these memories

why did I give in
just let them win
did not defend

Retaliation
Will cause more scars

why cant I forget
cannot forgive
still seek revenge

what have I become
a slave to rage
a slave to hate

Retaliation
wont bring salvation
Forgiveness
wont bring salvation

seeking
release
from this disease

seeking
release
from this pain

the scar remains
the stain remains
the scars remain
the pain remains

Highslide for Wordpress Plugin